He works at a flower shop now. The old crew leaves him alone. And when customers ask about the big, gentle man who arranges roses with surprising care, the owner just smiles and says, “That’s John. John Baby.”
John looked him in the eye. For the first time in his life, he didn’t clench his fists. “Try me,” he said softly.
John didn’t cry at the funeral. He didn’t cry at the wake. He went back to his empty apartment, sat on the floor, and finally let it out—great, heaving sobs that shook the walls. The next morning, he walked into the crew’s headquarters, laid his brass knuckles on the table, and said, “I’m out.”
One winter, his mother got sick. Really sick. John sat by her hospital bed for three weeks, holding her hand. The crew called. He didn’t answer. The debts went uncollected. The threats went unanswered. He just sat there, feeding her ice chips, telling her stories about the pigeons on the fire escape.